Joying

Baby l like it

2010-09-19T15:48:00.000-07:00

Just reached home for qutie awhile and i stuck of this lappy!
Earlier on went Gek poh entrance to meet Daphane followed by ah wen & bi came.
Went Gek poh food court to grab some bites and then Dexin and company came.
Talking lots of craps there!

After filling our empty stoma we went on to Ah wen's house for Mahjong session!
I was like a beginner who don't know anything about " Mahjong ". Keep on asking bi what to kick out, eat, " pong " & of course " Wu " the most important thing. I'm sharing credit with bi but he let me play till the end.
Started off was like my so call " Beginner luck " and of course luck don't only fall on me all the way. Win for the first 4 rounds and then lose till the end. Spend about 3hrs plus to just end the whole session.
I was quite satisfied with how i played, althought i'm slow at least i try my best.
The funniest part was, while playing Daphne scolded the guys that " the table got posion is it why can't you push the pieces towards me or even us? " * In Chinese. Hahaha, i was totally agree to it.
Unhappy? Yea there is, Can't get the right piece we wanted and keep feeling irritated by taking the same piece.
As for me, i felt really paranoid because unsure about what to shoot out, of course blur to those pieces i took & can't even stack up 19pieces but than 18 still manage:)

The affort goes to bi & Daphne for those though.
I can't manage it without you & you. Thanks:)

>Total up lose 3bucks!
>Headed home after that.

Guess bi is sleeping soundly right now, will be tired from working evening till night 11.
Was tough for him to memories the pirces & number and even more tougher to be a cashier.
Need to endure naggings and attitude! Sigh~ What to do?
Quit working and survive with these cashless reality? A big " NAH ".

Six days to reach our 7th month anniversary:)
What should i do for him or even buy for him?
$$ drop from the sky please!
.....

Till here than, tired!
Bye<3

See no evil, speak no evil & type no evil:)

Dances Dances Dances

2010-09-18T13:38:00.000-07:00

Dances like it's the last night of your life!
Currently listening to Usher - DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love ft. Pitbull.
Gonna switch up my own atmosphere.
Hope those who are reading my post having a good mood reading it. Althought it doesn't matter about me but i still hope to see people around me smiling to the greatest:)
Don't know what i'm saying... forget it.

After sending bi to work went to meet up with my primaary school mate as i don't wish to go home yet. So i went over to her block downstair and have a chit chat session. After talking for awhile i saw a guy from my side view helping himself to masterbed i was like wtf! I called my friend and asked if she saw a guy wearing a red shirt? She look so lost and blur... But when she saw it, she quickly turn off. That guy had touch my limite and i shouted at him " You buey xia suey ar, at public pcc! Want me to help call police? *In Chinese. He didn't even zip his pant and off! Is like wtf? Think me and my friend is a porn star is it? A big GEES!
Hate people doing stupid stun infront of me seriously.
If you really need to do it just go home and watch porn and do! What for at public?
Is it a need to show girls your dick? Want me help you chop it off so there isn't a need to even masterbed?
If you're a Singaporean confirm xia suey Singapore. . .
Don't know if my eyes will swallon the next day.
Pui~

After he went off we conutine our talk and then off home.
Meet up again for dinner.
>Baslsalamum...
>Home.
Bought some foods home.
At 10plus pack some food for Bi and then off to shower i was late meeting up with Bi. Letting him wait for me like an idiot, sorry~
Headed to 826 to meet up with Kim and co.
So hotty there keep on sweating.
But happy to see Daphne, Mabel, Jiahui, Kwek, Ng & Joey:D
Stupid things happened then blah blah blah.
Went home straight after that.

Hope those who are sad to cheer up! Don't fall sick and stay happy!
Everyday is a brand new day, so that waste it!

My tagboard is so dead so those who passby my blog may want to drop a comment/tag.
See no evil, speak no evil & type no evil:)
Bye<3

18 September 2010

2010-09-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

Today is another brand new day and a boring day.
Been awake from 12 and there is nothing much to do.
Stuck my hand and my eyes on Bi Itouch playing games curing boredom.
Btw, i remember 2days back i saw on channel 8 news that Ipod Touch can be transform/used as Iphone too. Quite cool uh!!!!
Hope i've one too :(

Gonna go out soon after bi reach Gek Poh.
Don't know why i miss him so much for not seeing him for half day.....
Later at 6p.m he gonna go for work le, so have to spend quailty time with him.
Till here than, Bye<3

Why is that so?

2010-09-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

I don't know when i started falling deeper and deeper for this 1/2 year plus relationship.
9more days is our 7month anniversay already!

Flash back, from the start i wasn't really taking it seriously as what i told him cause i can't put 100% trust on a guy that i know only for a few months?
Hours, days & months pass by i started falling deeper and deeper.
Somethimes i'm even scared that he would give up on me & even this relationship cause it tired him alot as what i see.
But he keep on giving in and keep on holding on to this relationship. Each and everytime when we quarrel i keep on attitude him cause of the mistake he made but he keep on trying his best to calm me down and pleading me for forgiving. After we quarrel i keep on asking him, do you understand why i was so angry?
Do you even know your mistake? Don't said that you know when you don't even know cause what i want you to know is not to repeat your mistake over and over again.
As for me i did make mistake too but i did the same way as he did:D

Today was the happiness day for me, Gek poh arcade came in new machine. Bi spend about 23bucks on a bear which i can buy it outside about 10plus? Money$ flys~
But i'm happy he have the heart:D
In the very end and the very last coin he tried on his luck and BOOM! the bear drop down the hole.
The happiness that he gain and the smile on the face was unexplainable.

Another happy thing was that my dad came back from China:D
Miss him alot since his last trip back.
But then he'll be leaving real soon after 2 or 3 weeks....
Sigh~
But first thing first is to enjoy being with my dad:)

Next month gonna contiune with my Nlevel exam, got to give my best shot.
Those who are taking Exams too all the best!

Now the time is 11:59p.m....
Got i bit tired!
Gonna bath first.
Nights everyone^^

Stress cum stress cum stress

2010-09-06T03:29:00.000-07:00

Can't believe i'm almost coming to the end of this year which is my last year in Westwood sec!
Maybe will be missing school when i'm out? Can't predict!

Now is Nlevelkillingsecssion,
i guess i can't even score high marks but i'll try my best.
With bf, family & friend supporting me i'll have more confident:D
Wouldn't want to let them down:)

And ya, coming to my this year birthday topic.
Is really a big surprise for me.
Bi bought Mac brush for me & Gossip's girl bought me a jumper!
Thanks everyone:D

Love my night with them all<3

Hop Hop Hop

2010-08-01T15:05:00.000-07:00

http://themimosagarden.blogspot.com

I was blog shopping around and i found this Blog that sell Mac Dupe!!!!!!!

@ 11bucks but they don't meet up:(

payment through ATM or Internet Banking....

Sian to the max!!!!

Hai wo bai gao xing yi chang.

Singapore Mac cosmetics shop sell @ 82bucks...
Gees fucking big gap.

Mac Dupe 187

2010-08-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

Mac Dupe Brush 187

A short, round, flat-topped brush ideal for the smooth, easy application of foundations, creams, emulsions, and select powder products. Features a blend of natural bristles and synthetic fibres.

I fall in love with this brush!!!!!!

I want it so badly!!!!

Hope it drop from the sky....

Of course i know it wouldn't happen.

It work well with foundation, it has this flat top that blend in equality & nicely.

As you can see from the picture above picture.

I swear that i'm gonna get one!!!!

Wait for me!!!!!!:)

Title to the Titled

2010-07-28T23:26:00.000-07:00

< I'm "SORRY" deep down >

Still apologize

2010-07-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

I think that i shouldn't take the raise to step into your life.
I don't know what have i done to myself or even pursway myself to accept you to my life.
Is really a game of love, maybe we have fate but not fated to be.

Frankly speaking, even if you/me passby each other i don't think i have the courage to even say a "hi".

I know a thousand/million sorry wouldn't help but i think the only way is to hate me.
I wouldn't mind:/

Burn the past to ashes, is time to start a renew:)
I have that 100% confident that you could really find a better one.
You may have a bad impression of me but not to other girls.
Give them a chance to prove:D

Carry on, Move on^^

N jy
bye

Thinking back.....

2010-07-18T12:57:00.000-07:00

When i was born i'm sure, i'm not used to the environment i have.
Same goes to everyone, i wouldn't be wrong.

Taking a deep breath now i feel refreshing but how long will it last?
Forever?
Neh...

Reading someone blog it really kills me deep down, i'm sory and Yesss!!! i'm guilty.
You didn't regret but i do. why? i doesn't know.
I hope i know the answer.

You reassure i'm living well & i'm fine don't worry about me.
Carry on with your life, let someone else in and coluor the rest of your life.
No point waiting when you knew she isn't coming back to you.
Sorry, Sorry.

Wish you all the best:)

Back!!!!!

2010-06-04T18:29:00.000-07:00

Haha!!!!!

Ain't smoker seems to be sad that i didn't blog for so long.. *Jesus
Sorry!!!

Hmmm. . Actually i have no idea what to post too.
Think now days i have grown fatter le.
Now days i don't eat my daily meals well but eat supper most of the times.

Just now i watched a cop show, the cops are dam annoying and for the criminal is pity.
Sigh~

I can't remember what was the show title!!! Fuck.

And yes!! Ain't smoker this is the video i been talking about.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzrIpA9YP2A

I'll end here.
^^

For the last time^^

2010-05-12T14:31:00.000-07:00

Let me self-intro myself again,

I'm Ng Joying 15 going on 16 ( Single )

Currently studying in Westwood Secondary.

Loves to sing at her top of her voice & dances when no one is around.

Hate violence & can't tolerate bustards.

Dandelion Clocks is her favorite!!!

It has two meaning to it, Happiness and Faithfulness.

To her " LOVE " must be full of happiness & faithfulness.

Respecting each other is also important,

She had once a true love but end up it crush like nobody business.

She wish to fix up the broken pieces but fear that her hand might get cut so she swept it up and put it as a memory. She truly knows that she still love him a lot but for now it had became the pass.

She had once taken a guy as a replacement and she regretted for hurting him. She didn't really meant to cause she just can't tolerate that her ex fall for another girl so easily but she really tried her best to love him, at the same time also forget about her ex. She is really very sorry to that guy. She is really sorry. I hope you'll still remember to stay happy always and drink plenty of plain water.

As time gone by she found another guy who can lend a shoulder,

this time round her feeling to him is true but it end up to be gone cause of some reason to cause her feeling to fade. She seriously know that it causes pain but she wish he could find someone better then her.

The next time round which is this time round she found someone who she can relied on but at the start she didn't accept. But in the end she regret,

Regret for not holding on to the chance given to her.

There is nothing called " Impossible " anymore cause the hurt she got made it change to " possible ".

She is happy for those who is " In-Love " but she is sad with those who is " Un-Love ".

She can't be anymore stronger cause she had reached her highest point.

She may look strong from the outside and weak in the inside.

She may break down to tears for times but it wouldn't mean anything to her cause the other party wouldn't know or even feel it cause he wouldn't even care.

Guys are all guys.

( *No pin-pointing ),

She is sick and tired of needles and beatings.

Is time for her to go for a long holiday as she have suspension now.

No point turning back and no point waiting like a rabbit.

cause she knows he wouldn't come back to her.

She will get over it soon^^

I strongly believe.

She is still the same old stubborn girl.

That' all for now, maybe her next visit will be a long time bah. SHE'LL NEVER KNOW!!!!

Bye peeps♥

She often have to sleep with her broken heart.

It really cuts like a knife

2010-05-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

Wooow, saw webs on my blogger makes me feel like removing it so i'm here^^

Can't believe on my last post was about my suspension thing and now I'm back to posting because of my suspension case. Jesus
This time round is smoking case. OMG
My life is like.....
Sigh~

Till here than,
I have nothing more to say.
Bai~

A studet of Westwood

2010-04-07T18:18:00.000-07:00

^^ I'm under home Suspension ^^

** Two weeks of home suspension = Two weeks of boring life**

D: Next Monday i will be returning back to school :D

"" Last but not least I MISS SCHOOL ""

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova^^\/

2010-04-07T18:06:00.000-07:00

Is a long time since i last post so i came.
Actually my intention was to just cure my boredom :)
I didn't slept for e whole night vexing about two problems that is stuck in my head but one problem seems to vex me more than another do.
But there is a person came in handy^^ all thanks to him :D
The person is a very secretive person so i will say he is a ain't smoker :)
He chatted with me through e whole night and listen to my naggings.
I can sense that he was trying very hard to cheer me up to the max and so i did laugh through e night with him.
After e whole night of chatting with him, i think i should face the fact rather than hiding here and there.
Yup, there is a high percentage of chances i will break down and low percentage of chances i will walk away with a smile.
I just have to learn my lesson i just have to. No choices!!!

Since i intend to find out more i don't wish to stop and forgive.
Maybe my trust to you is fading,
Maybe your lies are so true that i'm being a fool out of myself.
Maybe is just jealousy around or maybe is me that don't even know you very well.
Maybe maybe. . my love to you is just nothing at all :)

If the outcome breaks me down i won't blame you, i will quietly walk off.
I wouldn't want to interfere your life anymore.
Cause it will just dirty my mind.

I sincerely hope is a happy ending ^^

Bye♥

Shoes

2010-03-15T13:03:00.000-07:00

Everybody needs a pair of good shoes because " Good shoes will take you to the most beautiful places ". Have you found yours???

I think i have found mine!!!!

I strongly believe my pair of good shoes will show me to the right path and bring me to the good places.

If your shoe is ton or something, you may wish to keep it and leave it as a memory cause the pair of ton shoe may had accompanied you walking through lots of thunder and storm "it" have done a hard work.

Time is going by so much faster than I

2010-02-21T13:51:00.000-08:00

Is a brand new day once again!!!
Later will be meeting up with Adnan and Kwang wei then heading to school.

Today, we will be having English Common Test.
Jiayou everyone^^

Closing my eyes,
I find myself lost and stepping on grasses.
i can feel empty wind blow by and hear the wind blows by,
i can feel the empty roses yet i can smell it.
i can feel myself walking on and on putting on a wonderful smile,
Once i open my eyes
i found myself still at the same place some corner.
it's was just a peaceful and memorable dream i ever had.
=D

Love is the title

2010-02-20T14:52:00.000-08:00

Love Is The Seventh Sense

Which Destroy All 

Other Six Senses

I still have no idea what i have done!!!

How i wish nothing have happened from the start.

 only making myself more and more stressful 

Ouhhhh

2010-02-12T06:17:00.000-08:00

People change, feelings drift.

I have change but so do you=]

I'm just getting things out of my head.
Refreshing it, banging my head on the wall or whatever.
I just wanna forget it.

Get hit back

2010-02-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

Helo!!!

Today mood seems to be High & Low? ? ?

What is HIGH about? ??

-Maths Teacher was being the clown of the day.

Keep on Hello!!!!!!

what's more teaching Maths is driving us blur-.-

Going on. . .. .

-EBS class was high to the max.

We girls was late, whole class was standing, teacher wanted us to say sorry for being late, making jokes around, treating her like a fool.

What's else KY shouted "asshole" and YC pants was torn.

OMG!!!

We gave KY our full support for what he done^^

YC was the clown of EBS class=D

好想說親愛的是我　愛如何哭著問候不顫抖
曾在泥濘背著我走　又朝陽光背對我走
不再邊笑邊呼喚我　

好想說親愛的是我　撕裂回憶比存封還難受
說好聽見回答就走　又怕你只回答就走
像在夢裡回過頭說　親愛的是我

Separated

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來
我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

I don't know what to do anymore.

Regret opening my door for someone else and now without signal or even a single word he let me felt the pain of falling down to hell.

How i wish i didn't have the key to the lock.

How can i be so dump and stupid to unlock it myself.

I regretted it so much, so sorry to myself.

sorry, sorry, sorry.

CCB, who do you think you are? ?

2010-02-02T08:04:00.000-08:00

I thought you wouldn't be the same like others.
But end up you are no better than others.
What kind of fucking friend are you? ? ?
Happy Happy stay with me, Not happy jiu don't know fly where liao.
Ccb

You better don't regret what you did to me.
Cause i will make you pay for it.
Pay for hurting me twice, my friend.
and is just yesterday and today only.
I can forgive you once but you take it for granted.
Knn

Is better you don't appear in my life.
*Angry*

Shagged? ? ?

2010-02-02T03:43:00.000-08:00

Today i gave school a miss.
I didn't know why so shag yesterday.
Everyday facing the same situation like there is no ending.
Yesterday would be the day that i learn to be self-disciplined.

Days pass by like Maths counting one, two, three.

You and me are drifting far apart.
I don't know how hurt i was till i forgot the pain of getting hurt.
What a miserable life~
Sigh~

I am here to also announce that i am back to smoking life.
Sigh~
I know, I know

And i am always ready to be dead=D
Bye

Bored

2010-01-31T03:32:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone,
Today i am staying at home.
So bored, so shag, so whatever.
Didn't went out today cause pass few days i keep on going out.
Shag~

Ng and Sebas both gave me a lovely gift which i love it alot=)
Ng will be a photo frame and Sebas will be packet of heart shape candy ^^
I luv it alot
Thanks guys=D

Oya, i came across this UN-describable video.
I don't know should i say she act cute or what. . .
Well, you guys watch it le, should know what i meant=)
Happy watching^^
Boys will love it alot i think^^
No offense=]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dxLYwUL3AA&feature=related

It's quite near but feeling tell me that we are a distance away

2010-01-28T22:42:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone[=
I am back=D

Today went to school as per usual and most important thing is i didn't late too but is almost late. * hee. . hee
I gave a miss to my ebs course work yesterday as i didn't wanted too. .
I was too tired to get up so keep on sleeping until 10 plus wake up.
Gave myself a big shock, watch the time and then i was thinking who didn't turn up for school. . .
Pig me~

Guess i can't keep on being like a Pig anymore.
Got to pull myself up to the mix=D
Hyperactive=DDDDD
hahhahahahas

till here then
so long
tata♥

Have enough of you

2010-01-25T02:35:00.000-08:00

Everything you said doesn't make any sense after all.
All is all about your lies that you lie to us.
How can you change your word just like that without thinking did you said it before? ? ?
But now you made the sentence change to another snetence that you created. . .
What the fuck!!!
Totally ShingZ man-,-

I will wait patiently without anybody knowing

2010-01-25T00:19:00.000-08:00

Tik Tok Tik Tok,
Time pass so fast and here i am [=

Today went to school as per usual [=
But didn't reach school on time cause i forgot to pack my bag then drag my walking time to school. . .
Meet up with Ng then went to school together [=
Didn't went to late comer roll then went back straight to class [=
Our Maths lesson was separated into two classes cause our teacher couldn't control us. . .
Sigh, lack of experience =( sad case. . .

The rest of the lesson was still okay okay =DDD

It has been awhile

2010-01-24T12:12:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,
I know my blog is rotting like donkey years didn't update so today i came to rescue =D
I often been outside more than staying at home like a good girls do.
But i didn't done any catastrophic things^^

Last Friday didn't went to school cause of the heavy rain-.-
But i can't totally blame the weather cause there is a useful thing call umbrella-.-
As i didn't want to bring along with me to school so means i didn't intend to go too=/
. .. . . . . .

Last Saturday went to Chervon for singing section[=
Have lots of fun with them
=DDD
But the sad case was not everybody went=(((
After everything is over, we went to IMM's Long John Sliver for dinner.
Yamm, Yamm
Cab to Jurong point with Joey to buy things that we were order to buy while e rest cab to 812.
Soon and after we bought our things, we two headed back to 812 for gathering.
Ton for the whole night and reach home in e morning.

Yesterday which was in e afternoon, went out again. .
I will leave yesterday post as a blank cause i don't wish to say anything [=

And now, toning till 6 which is the time for me to prepare for school -.-

Don't intend to force as i don't want a quarrel, don't intend to quarrel as i don't want to hurt any of us, don't intend to hurt any of us as i don't want waterfall, don't intend to have a waterfall section as i don't want your precious salt water to waste cause of me, Don't intend to waste your precious salt water cause when it drop it hurts everyone of us.Get peace is one of my reason for saying this and the most important thing is it means our friendship will not come to the end=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Pictures will be upload real soon but not today cause i lazy-_-
Hahahahahas

Till here bah,
tata♥

Stay tune for more

Is all about me!!!!

2010-01-18T11:45:00.000-08:00

I am 100% confirm that i am in the wrong,
I am remorseful that i couldn't tell you the reason why as i know that the problem lies on me.
I won't beg for forgiveness, but i just hope you won't hate me.

Is just about my past and i don't wish to carry out.
Sorry~
I know sorry won't help or undone everything but i just intend to say sorry for everything.
That's all

Bye~

Everything is back to square

2010-01-15T05:22:00.000-08:00

Everything is like that, nothing change after all.
Bye, Bye

爱不单行

2010-01-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都笑我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

KISS ME THRU THE PHONE

2010-01-13T08:14:00.000-08:00

Today is a good night so everyone should enjoy this breeze night at home sleeping like a pig[=
Hahahahahahhaass

Today didn't came home late[=
In time to enjoy dinner.

Tomorrow is a late day for some of us so enjoy your long sleep.

Nights
Sweet Dreams,
Misses and ♥
Bye=D

Report to the dance floor

2010-01-13T00:14:00.000-08:00

I have been going on a life cycle of my everyday life.
Sleep, Go school, Home, Bathed, Go out slack and then Home sweet home again.
I realizes that i have not been talking to my mum for days since school re-open.
-.-

School recently was good.
Nothing much happen just that i seem to be always late.
Yesterday i purposely skip rev-up then go school around 9 plus[=
Today is can't wake up then late=D
Heees

K la,
I am going off le.
Bye♥

Check it out

2010-01-09T17:40:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZaG_znSfjc

Found this at a picture comment[=
Hahhahahas.

Don't miss out[=

It's a cover up[=

2010-01-09T16:48:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,
Joying is back[=

It's been a long time since i last post =/
I don't have that intention in mind but there are so many problems that i haven fix up currently.
So sorry!!!

School had started for 1 week already.
I remember the first day was caught by many teachers about my dye hair. . .
& now my hair is black not light brown anymore.
That was an utterly stupid problem for the first day of school -.-
Currently my attendance is good and i hope can maintain it[=
& i also hope that U and U can attend school everyday except weekends. You should know who you are[=

I am tension about my studies and up coming coursework.
I need to put in extra lots of, lots of afford to the mix.
& i strongly believe if i don't give up easily i can hit the aim which i am aiming for ^_^
Hope everyone will encourage one another to study hard & proudly walk out of WestWood together.
My everyone equals to the whole of sec 4s & 5s.
Jiayou!!!!

Now days i been contemplating a question to myself.
Should i either blame her nor hate her or thank her? ?
Is it her fault?
Should i not bother about it?
But if this situation don't get fix up i don't have peace everyday.
Fuck it.

End here bah[=

You will be the only one[=

2009-12-30T13:27:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,
I am back to post[=

Today will be my last day of smoking le[=
Can't waste my last day just like that[=
Will be spending my New Year eve with friends tonight.

Everyone say bye to 2009 and welcome 2010!!!
It will be a brand new start, i hope everyone will have a good year ahead.
Shoooo away the bads, welcome the goods=D

My buddy told me one sentence before and i will never forget it[=

If you are happy your life will go lucky=D

Hahahahas

My slack buddy is a busy person after he found a job and same goes to my brother.

Didn't meet up with slack buddy often le but i did meet up with my brother just now[=

He look stress and tired. -.-

But i am happy that he is healthy[=

Hahahahas

Till here bah

bye♥

Greatest Eascape

2009-12-28T14:47:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!
Another Idiot Indian old old man. . .
Sigh~

I been living here for 20 years,
Who want to be the first one,
I will be back,
I am tough,
What the fuck!!!
All Craps, Shit you.

We are on the blue side, the bright side[=
Always look on the bright side of life[=
Weeehooo. . . .hoooo. . .hoooo

Oh ya,
Once again i am back to square=.=
I gone bankrupt again. . .
How i hope i have lots of money. . .
There is always one sickening problem with me. . .
Bill Burst like fuck=.=
Arrrrgh. . .Need to stand mummy nagging everyday=.=
Forget it, forget it, forget it.

Bye everyone[=
♥

o.o
Baby is currently sleeping like a pig now. . .
Snore. . .Snore. . .Snore. Zzzzzzzzzz

Unlucky day ever!!!!!!

2009-12-26T13:01:00.000-08:00

China Guy Sucks like hell

Title of the day[=

Serve you right to suffer=.=

If your 10times of sorry can let me forget everything that will be a good news.

Sigh=.=

I think that will make you know that Singaporean are not meant to let you this type of china guy to bully[=

Is your unluckiest day ever right? ? ?

hahahaha

Hope there is no third time or forth or fifth.

Till here bah,

going to have a good rest[=

Whooooo!!!

2009-12-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

Someone is at Vivo enjoying the scenery.
The beautiful views and surrounding[=
Hahaha.
I should be happy for him.
lol

And one of my sweety is currently sleeping and another is enjoying the scenery with her babe at e flyer.
Hahahahhas

Hmmm. . .me? ?
I will be going out soon to meet up with the Idiotic gangs>.<
hahahahahahas
lol

bye ♥

BOOM!!!!

2009-12-23T05:56:00.000-08:00

Smile, Smile, Smile=D

Hugs

Just celebrated finished my Mom's Birthday=D

She was shock and delightful[= [= [=

We switch off all the lights and waited for her to reach home.

When she open the door we immediately shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"=D

Birthday songs is as usual,

cut the cake and photo taking too[=

[ Above are some of the photo taken ]

An enjoyable night for her but the sad thing is daddy is not here)=

But i will send photos over to let him see[=

Have an wonderful night everyone[=

Nights!!!!!

It's only the beginning=D

2009-12-22T13:52:00.000-08:00

Yawn~
Now the time is like 5.43a.m
and i am still awake=.=

Today is Clarence's Birthday so a Happy Birthday to him[=
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Clarence,
Happy Birthday to you=D

May your wish come true^_^
Hahahas

Hmmm. . .It's also my Mummy's Birthday too so here i go. ..
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Mummy,
Happy Birthday to you[=

Stay Healthy^_^

Guess i gonna turn in soon le.
Can't keep myself awake.
Nights everyone[=

一個人勇敢

2009-12-19T20:43:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,
I am back[=
Just reach home not long ago=.=

Have an awful night at Ah hua house.
Arrrrgh. . .Puke until no need energy and nothing to puke anymore.
Crazy me
Dam Xin Ku when puking.
The feeling so fuck up.
Next time i think i better think twice before i play=.=

Till here bah,
Tata everyone[=
♥

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

2009-12-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

What's wrong with me? ?

I don't understand why i can't help it to keep my tears from dropping.

I just don't understand why? ? ?

You don't belong to me anymore but i just don't understand why at this point of time i still thinking of you.

School gonna start soon and i am still like that.

There is no way i am going to carry on like this.

There is still a long way to go i can't collapse right now. No way!!!!

That event was an fun one!!!
School gonna start and i think that will be the last event of this year[=
Next year enough age then say[=
After event went to slack buddy house and ton.
Spending a memorable night and day with my buddy[=
After that, went to find my sisters and friends.
Then home sweet home[=

Hmmm. . .Now i left not much money again=.=
For goodness sake!!!!
Not at this time, i needed $$ now to buy something.
Lawls.

=/
Sigh~
Tik tok tik tok time is going so slow.
Mummy please go to bed so i get to play a night of sneak out game[=
I don't wish to make you worry so i have no choices but to choose this path=/
Forgive me[=
Okay=D
Nights everyone,
Tata♥

Move Move Shake Shake

2009-12-17T00:28:00.000-08:00

TIME TO ROCK & ROLL

Stay tune

Will be back at my next post[=

Utter Fool

2009-12-13T22:10:00.000-08:00

I am still waiting for your text Mrs. but it seems to me that i am just nothing =/

But if you think without me your life would be more comfortable then i will just let it be[=

There is nothing much i can do. To me you are just testing my everything.

I can forgive you once but can't forgive you twice.

Just reach home not long ago =/
Had an daring night yesterday. . .
Sigh~
Although there is unhappy things happening, i will just pretend it's just a dream or whatever[=
Can't blame anyone for that. . .
I just don't understand why i am not tired until now=.=
Yesterday slept for half an hour plus and woke and prepare for friends meeting.
Something is going wrong.
Bored, Bored, Bored
Shag, Shag, Shag

lalalalalalala
bye♥

My Immortal

2009-12-13T03:32:00.000-08:00

I foresee that you would believe me but it turn out not the way as i thought.

I thought you would depress from my words so i intended to console you and apologize but it seems that you don't really need it. I am just too busybody uh? ? ?

Sorry]=

I suddenly miss you so much, what should i do? ? ?

My mind is all about you!!!!!

Hump =/

That was an utterly stupid thing to say)=
hmmm. . .i am tired le but i just don feel like sleeping.
what should i do?? ??
Sigh~

I will just end here bah[=
BYE♥

ABC

2009-12-12T14:10:00.000-08:00

Humans are not as easy as i thought.
Not easy to find out who is good or bad to you.
They may be waering a fake mask. who knows???
Open up your eyes as big as you can and buck up[=

Currently at friend house slacking=/
hmmm. . .just now had a boring meet up with sisters and friends.
But over all is worth it because at home also nothing to do=/

Nothing much to post le[=
Tata

Is the outcome

2009-12-11T16:09:00.000-08:00

My mind goes blank, my heart goes sour, my hands stop moving, staring at e phone and tears roll down.

That was my reaction.

I didn't know your little short sentence will effect my mood and everything.
I stun for a few minutes and kept repeatedly reading that message over and over again.
I felt very vexed]=

Thanks alot to the people who consoled me[=
Especially Ng, Kwek, Yik Siong and last but not least aMos and etc.[=
Thanks alot[=

K la. . .I am tired le. . .
Bye♥

Renew

2009-12-10T15:08:00.000-08:00

I want cookie badly.
Maybe later i am going to buy one packet.
But how am i going to taste it infront of someone???
Hopefully tonight will have a meet up with Ng, Kwek and Teck Pong they all =/

Hmmmm. . .is a good morning once again.
Is a special day to me too[=
So won't even want to waste a minute for myself to day-dream.
hahas

Stay happy all e way[=
Smile~Smile~Smile
Smile till e end[=

Shattered

2009-12-10T14:00:00.000-08:00

Every night is the same out come.
you!!!~you!!!~you!!!~
why!!!~why!!!~why!!!~

I don't know what's going wrong with my mind.
I am exhausted.
It's really time for me to let go, now, it's really now i can't go any further.
No more you, no more. It's enough

I will SMILE to e end.
Bye♥

Stiff-necked

2009-12-09T18:01:00.000-08:00

Feel like vomiting now,
I don't know why so stress up about what my mind is thinking currently.
Don't know why so many problem keep coming against me.
One by one all make me so fuck up.

Why can't your shadow just fucking disappear from my mind & my life? ?
I am so sick and tired of my tender heart.
My mind keep spinning round and round to the same spot.
O my goodness sake please get lost from my mind forever and ever and ever=.=

Should i say that my life is going down & down or up & up? ? ?
Arrrrrgh. . .Fucking mind, fucking life

W.O.R.R.Y

Worry Never Climbed A Hill,

Worry Never Paid A Bill,

Worry Never Dried A Tear,

Worry Never Calmed A Fear,

Worry Never Darned A Heel,

Worry Never Cooked A Meal,

Worry Never Solved A Problem,

But May Well Become A Problem.

SO WHY WORRY?

That's it,

End here bah[=

♥

Static

2009-12-09T15:39:00.000-08:00

Lover's Passage

Passion burns under the midday sun
eyes flitter nervously filled with desire,
palms become sweaty in anticipation
lips barely touch yet sparking the fire.

Ecstasy plunges me into your ocean
losing myself in a current of lust,
swept along in waves of emotion
carried by your swells into the dusk.

Moonlight captures essence of love
erotic cries carried on a cool breeze,
wispy clouds look on from above
while lovers sail upon lustful seas.

a.w.e.s.o.m.e

2009-12-07T17:44:00.000-08:00

D.I.F.I.C.U.L.T.Y

The Greater The Difficulty.

The More The Glory In Surmounting It.

It's not just a pure sentence, there is hidden meaning behind it

Today is a great day to start a new[=

Don't understand why one night of slacking makes me more awake.

Pondering why holidays makes some of our life so dull.

Ng said that "Holidays equals to No Life", i do agree but without money life is more worst.

Singapore is just a tiny winy dot so there is not much places for us to go.

Some of the things that we want to carry out is still too young for us=.=

Sigh~

But the exhilarating thing is,

School is going to start in few weeks time and i can't wait to see my classmates[=

Maybe a little miss of some teachers. Hee hee

Pondering about next year teacher will be a kind hearted or cold blooded.

Can't imagine that if she is old and fierce like a lion.

haha

Hope is a satisfactory teacher[=

Okay.

I have nothing much to say le[=

Take care everyone

Bye♥

月光

2009-12-06T10:23:00.000-08:00

wan wan yue guang xia
pu gong ying zai you dang
xiang yan hua shan
zhe wei liang de guang mang
chen zhe ye wan zhao xun
xing fu fang xiang
nan mian hui shou shang

wan wan xiao lu shang
pu gong ying zai ge chang
xing xing zhao liang
zai qi feng de di fang
cheng zhe wei feng piao xiang
wei zhi yuan fang
xing fu lu ye xu man chang

nan guo de shi hou shei zai shen bian
pei wo diao yan lei
shi bai wu suo wei ni zai zuo you
yue guang duo mei

* wan wan yue guang xia
wo qing qing zai ge chang
cong jin yi hou bu hui zai bei shang
bi shang shuang yan
gan jue ni zai shen pang
ni shi wen nuan yue guang
ni shi xing fu yue guang /

(Repeat All)

(Repeat *)

Hey, yo, hello. what's up

2009-12-06T09:58:00.000-08:00

Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Hahaha.
Crazy gaga.

Currently listening to Lady GaGa, Bad Romance
Although it is a awkward video to lots of people, i will still support her voice[=
hee hee

Hmmmm. . .i been staying home for like two days le.
Feel so bored and rotting soon.
But i am delightful that someone is willing to entertain me and thanks to Ng for cheering up for me not excluding kwek too[=

Two days without smoking feel so weird and uncomfortable but i will jiayou de[=
Joying Ganbateh^_^
Hmmm. . .Ng is also staying at home and be a good girl.
haha

K la Goodnight everyone
Sweet dreams,
Bye♥

小星星

2009-12-03T15:59:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone[=

Is another good day today don't spoil your own day[=

Smile more and stay happy!!!

Haha

I think i already spoil my own one.

Sigh~

Never mind, let's end here bah[=

Tata♥

So sick and tired of Watery Teary Eyes.

Didn't wanted it to happen but i am too "Strong".

When can all this vanish? ? ?

Hope it will be gone, forever gone and don't ever come back again.

I will be willing to wait for that day.

I am back from Malaysia

2009-12-02T01:36:00.000-08:00

Trip to Malaysia mood was totally going down and down,
Is only a two days one night trip.
Attended my mummy's big sister daddy de funeral.
Saded all the way.
Don't have anything to do.
Keep mood swing all the way.

Talking with my cousins was very blur.
The way they talk i kept don't understand.
What the fuck.
Then they have lots of girls number.
OMG over 10 girls no.
Then my mind keep tell myself they are Hongster.
Haha

Now needed Cig maybe going over Boon Lay to find Kwek and companies.
Till here bah
Bye♥

All About You!!!!

2009-11-29T05:15:00.000-08:00

Mcfly

It's all about you

It's all about you baby

It's all about you

It's all about you baby

Today is all about me[=

Continuous 3 days job.

It's a fun, enjoying, wonderful, powerful & exciting one!!!!

Didn't regret doing that job because it's really a enjoying one.

But keep tired of waking up early.
Sigh~
Uncles and aunties there are very friendly, Perhaps i also can say that some are unfriendly too because i just take it as nothing.
Today i met a auntie that brought something from our fruit stall and she SMILE at me like so friendly then i suddenly feel the kind of happiest that i ever had. Feel so brighten up[=
[=
[=
[=

Haha. . .Finally know why principal keep calling us to smile back at people.
Haha. . .SMILE, SMILE, SMILE
Hmmm. . .what's more some of e workers there are china people haha.
They dam funny, Hokkien and English they don't know much then seek help from me[=
One tell me that he only know "ILOVEYOU" this word.
haha.

I have fear collecting money.
The feeling sucks totally!!!!
$1.50 thing give me $50.00 i feel like fainting as i say my counting of money not that good.
Lawls

Now i every Saturday going there to work still[=
Hmmmm. . .K la that's all.
Going to prepare to meet up with peeps.
Got to go[=
♥

Love Quote

2009-11-26T13:19:00.000-08:00

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

I do agree with it, if i hold on to you longer in the end i will be the one that hurts more.

I know i am the type that is Stubborn that don't listen to each and everyone advises but that is my past.

Now i seek each and everyone advises and think twice.

Actually i always ponder why everybody life is different.

The answer to myself is to create join to each and everyone of you.

Make our life more interesting and colourful.

If each and everyone life is the same there will not be any happiness and enjoyment.

Each and everyone will having the same problem and that makes no joy.

If one have an happy family another have a sad family. The sad family will be jealous but when it turns another way round the happy family will turn sad and the sad family will turn happy. It is just like a waterfall, no ending

Life there is Alive, Old, Sickness & Death.

I heard that everyone will past through this type of things.

I am not sure about it but i believe is true.

So everyone must stay healthy[=

Drink more water and eat more vegetables & Fruits[=

Haha^_^

Till here bah

Got to turn in already.

Good Night Everyone &

Sweet dreams♥

It's like a waterfall[=

2009-11-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps[=
Just a very short post.

Now days i felt more happier than before.
Seriously i also don't know if i had change alot or not.
Some said Yes, Some said No.
Hmmm. . .Which one could it be? ? ?

The night i learn to let go

2009-11-24T14:16:00.000-08:00

小宇 - 终于说出口
Xiao Yu - Zhong Yu Shuo Chu Kuo
Xiao Yu - Finally said it out loud

你终于说出口
ni zhong yu shuo chu kou
You finally said it out loud
其实你早就已经不爱我
qi shi ni zao jiu yi jing bu ai wo
Actually, you already don't love me anymore
为什么要低著头
wei shen mo yao di zhe tou
Why do you bow your head
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
ni zhi dao zhe wan xiao pian bu dao wo
You know this joke can't fool me
可是这不是玩笑
ke shi zhe bu shi wan xiao
However, this isn't a joke
是要逃避你离开我的理由
shi yao tao bi ni li kai wo de li you
It is the evading of the reason why you left me

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me

我终于也说出口
wo zhong yu ye shuo chu kou
I've finally said it out loud
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
qi shi hen ai ni dan cong mei ren zhen shuo guo
Actually I really love you, but never seriously said so
或许是我的错
huo xu shi wo de cuo
Maybe it's my fault
多在乎你却只放在心中
duo zai hu ni que zhi fang zai xin zhong
Care about you a lot, but only keeping it in my heart
不要问我为什么
bu yao wen wo wei shen mo
Don't ask me why
因为爱你这就是我的理由
yin wei ai ni zhe jiu shi wo de li you
Because I love you, that is my reason

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me

没什么需要被原谅
mei shen mo xu yao bei yuan liang
Nothing really that needs to be forgiven
我笑得有些牵强
wo xiao de you xie qian qiang
My smile might seem a little forced
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
ni zhi dao wo zong shi neng gou jia zhuang bu nan guo
As you know, I can always pretend not to be suffering
Oh 不想看你那么累
OH bu xiang kan ni na mo lei
Oh Don't want to see you so tired
多希望再给我机会
duo xi wang zai gei wo ji hui
Wishing to give me one more opportunity
颤抖著我的手
chan dou zhe wo de shou
Quivering, holding my hand
握住的只是风
wo zhu de zhi shi feng
Holding onto what is only wind

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me

Judge Says:

This song is extremely superlative.

I am a bit in love with this song but i think is only for a short term in love.

Haha

Weird right? ? ?

I am back from somewhere around Singapore[=

I went slacking with Sisters, Brother and Slack Buddy.

It was a memorable one for me.

I didn't know that is the night i learn to let go but is not truly let go all, there are still things that i haven really let go=/

I didn't really intend to make this choice but i think if i leave it with me longer i won't really learn to let go.

Thanks Brother and slack buddy for e help and thanks for consoling me[=

Last but not least:

Happy things come last^_^

Finally Ng is back from Malaysia.

We Miss her badly.

When we meet up i am the first to hug her.

Haha

Hua Chi=.=

She brought us Hand phone chains as souvenirs.

ILOVEIT♥

Thanks girl, you are the best!!!

Meet up more okay? not excluding Kwek and Joey too[=

Haha

Till here bah

Going to catch up on some drama.

Bye Everyone♥

STOP FORCING ME

2009-11-23T07:43:00.000-08:00

CAN YOU STOP NAGGING AND NAGGING.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU.

I AM GOING TO GO MAD IF YOU KEEP ON BEING LIKE THIS.

FUCK OFF PLEASE!!!!

What is wrong? ?

Why every single thing i do you not happy? ??

Can you just stop forcing me to do the things i don want to? ? ? ?

Can you just stop forcing me.

Can you kindly Fuck Off first? ? ?

Endless Story

2009-11-22T05:22:00.000-08:00

Hello readers,
I am currently at Boon lay's Cybernet. So boring nothing much to do. Don't know what to play. ..
Kwek is beside be enjoying playing Maple. . .
Sigh~

I am not feeling well. Feel like vomiting and a bit dizzy.
Arrrrrgh. . .Not sure what time going home but wouldn't be late home.
Don't want mummy to worried much.

Till here.
Bye

Go Straigh to the point.

2009-11-21T14:01:00.000-08:00

20 November & 21 November,
Me and Joey found a sales promoter job from Newspaper. We call for the job and they agree.
We took train down to Tampines and the worst thing was we couldn't find our way there. That was my unlucky day ever. We were late for 2hours and left 3hours to sell our product. I was very Shag when i found out we will be selling Ice creams because Jurong also got this kind of job.
LOL

Starting of the job we were quite shy because it was our first time doing sales promoter.
As our experience gain we were more and more independent.
Poor Joey had to bare with her soar eye to work.
Promoting and selling Ice creams was enjoyable and tough.
I didn't even expected we could sell 6 to 7 packets of expensive Ice cream.
I keep bring my smile to customers and ask them do they want it.
I been rejected alot of times but i didn't gave up. . .
Our share will be 8plus each.
I know that it may be too little but is worth it.^_^
After working we went back for briefing and off we go.
It was like 11p.m going 12 already so Joey took cab back Jurong and i took cab to Bishan to accompany Kwek and companies.
But i felt so transparent over there. . .

Morning around 5plus took train back to Jurong and went home.
After reaching home i prepare and quickly headed off to 900plus to help out with mummy fruit stall.
In the afternoon i started not feeling well so i headed home for a sleep.
Didn't really intend to skip work.
Sorry to abandon mummy.

That's all
Bye♥

Unreasonable

2009-11-19T05:29:00.000-08:00

Everything had just gone vilest.
Everything goes hire wire.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Quite smoking is not the main point to me anymore.
Is about how i hurt a person heart.
There is no way that a wound can recover when a person stop doing that thing.
It will still be there no matter what.
Am i right? ? ?

How many times i had to hate myself? ? ?
Is countless now.

From now on i am going to go with my life.
I won't tell anybody what is my plan for everything anymore.
I would only tell those who i want to.
I will keep it to myself.

Take care everyone.
♥

Suffering in progress!!!

2009-11-18T12:53:00.000-08:00

Hello readers,
I am back[=

Did anyone miss me? ? ?
I guess maybe not. . .

My life now is tiring and sucks.
I didn't really know which direction to go is best for me. . .
I also can say that i don't have any directions.

I just keep,
Sigh~
What The Fuck~
Fuck~
San Ging Piang~
and what's more? ?

I didn't know cause of Cig can change a person life to so inexcusable.
I just couldn't believe it.

Now days each and every Cig i take it makes me more and more bothersome.
I should be more and more happy but i don't know why my spirit keep getting low and lower.
Sigh~
I am still pondering when i should quit smoking.
I can't keep promise to my family members that after this month i will quit.
i just scare that i might need it again.
I know if i don't have the mind set of Cig i won't want it, but who knows? ? ?
You and Me can't predict anything may happen next second.

Out of blue i felt so crooked.
I didn't go stealing and robbing that is already good enough.
Why do you guys need to be so overreacted by this small matter?
I know it is bad for health and lots more but is my choices of life.
If i choose it, i should be responsible for it.
I will only blame myself if anything happen to me.
Sigh~

Someone told me that:
Life there is up and down just like birds,
Birds can't always fly up high, they will still need to find a place to rest when they are tired.
Replace it as human,
Human can't keep walking and walking without stopping and taking a rest.
Unless you are really an Iron man. ( That makes me nothing to say )

Someone also said that:
Na de qi jiu yao fang de xia ( I n Chinese ).
Once you accepted it, you also must know how to forgive it.
Hmmm.. . .This words are useful to me[=

Yawn~
Hmmm. . .i am tired le
Gonna catch some sleep.
Good Night everyone[=
♥

All out of love

2009-11-15T12:48:00.000-08:00

Went chalet with peeps was fun. . .
I don't even feeling like forgetting every single moment we spend together.
It's a memorable for sure.

BBQ-ing and went to Wild Wild Wet is totally a enthusiastic & satisfying one.
Cool~

First day had to sleep on e the first floor with mattress.
But i choose to sleep on the staircase. . .
Hahaha

Second day in e afternoon went up to second floor to sleep until don't know what time then woke up bath.
Boys buy foods already then at night BBQ.
Is an enjoyable one took lots of funny photos.
Ky look like Lao Ti Ko,
Cy look like gay with small eyes,
Cc look normal,
Xiao Shu, Thomas, Terence Tan and Koo Fong look happy in every photo.
Hmmmm. . .last but not least kwek, Ng and Me are totally high that night but not all the way.
Something is irritating Kwek. . .
I just hope she made up her mind and go for it.
I will be behind her back cheering for her[=
Jiayou Kwek!!!

Hmmm. ..
O ya the third day we in e afternoon check out and went to Wild Wild Wet to have fun. ..
Whoots. . .BoomZ
Ahhahahahhaha. . .
BEST!!!!

Then after that went to Yik Siong's house[=
Ton until morning and went to find Boon Siong.
Slack~Slack~Slack
then home~sweet~home
And off to work.
That's all for the 4days 3nights

Weeeeeee!!!!!!

Too close for comfort!!!!

2009-11-15T10:17:00.000-08:00

Days and Hours had just past by so fast hated my life now.
Yup i was caught red-handed by my mummy for smoking.
I was too stupid and dump to admit it myself but i know one fine day she will still know.
So why not admit it now but is it too early for me to admit it? ? ?
Hmmm. . .Guess i am still so dump.
She told me i broke her heart but i didn't do stealing and any other bad things. I JUST SMOKE ONLY.
What the Fuck.

Cry until like dying soon. . .
I know she care about me but is it too over reacted?
Sorry to say that.
Then what IF i really do bad things? ? ?
Is she going to chase me out of the house and don't want to recognize me anymore? ? ?
Sigh~

A simple thing can become a big thing.
What The Fuck is she thinking off? ? ?
Totally so mad and going crazy for this small matter.
I also didn't kill anybody.
If i did i will be shaking like mad thinking of what to do. . .
Lawls~

Hmmm. . .I know is my fault i won't blame it on others. . .
I HATE HER ALOT.
NO ONE ASK FOR YOUR COMMENTS WHY DID YOU SPEAK OUT? ? ?
YOU ARE JUST A AUNTIE OF MINE WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? ? ?
SHUT THE FUCK UP>_<
I HATE YOU FOREVER!!!!!!
X1000
Arrrrghhhh. . .

So Fed Up. . .
I don't want to call you auntie anymore.
You one word also never help just keep adding salt and oil to my problem. . .
Fuck You Upside Down. . .
Not suit to be my auntie. . .
SHAME OF MYSELF TO HAVE A AUNTIE LIKE YOU>_
HATE YOU X 100000

Okay feeling better now[=
Hmmmm. . .i will just forgot about what happened today. . .
But i still won't ever forgive her. . .
Adding nonsense here and there didn't help at all. . .
Endure your nonsense for a long time already since i was young until now.
I also can predict what you going to say when i do anything special.
Arrrrrgh-.-

Okay never mind peace here first!!!
If not i am going to scold her like mad. . .

Hmmm. .. Recently i was recommend a song call " Too Close For Comfort " by Booon Siong. ..
It was sang by:
McFly

"Too Close For Comfort"

I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget

And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down

Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
(Yeah yeah yeah)

What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...

Hope you also love this song as i do!!!!
Tata♥

San Ging Piang

2009-11-10T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hello Readers(=
I am currently at Xiong Bei Bei's house with my peeps.
So excitied and happy for tomorrow chalet. Whoooost
Going High High High.
LOL
I know i am lame. . .

Hmmmm. . .Going to miss alot of peeps.
Family memembers, Gans, brother and friends. . .
[=
Everyone who read my blog must miss me wor(=
. . ."Thick Skin"

Hmmm. . .Now thinking if i got enough money or not.
SianZ
ShingZ Off
LOL

Hmmmm. . .Today went to 900plus bough bag and clothes.
I didn't pay actually was mummy help me pay de. . .
Thanks alot to mummy[=
I did help her out at the fruits stall too, it was fun after all but too bad i can't stay longer i was in a rush. . .
Sunday going help out again. . .
Still have pay.Haha

Hmmmm. . . Nothing much to say le. . .
Hope everyone have a wonderful night as me too.
Good night everyone(=
Tata♥

ShingZ

2009-11-08T10:46:00.000-08:00

Ris Low

New words:
BoomZ
ShingZ

Everybody now is using BoomZ instead of Fuck. ..
Lawls

OMG
Wear Black Bra to visit future mother-in-law.
She Rock our socks.

Go shopping wear red colour dress plus bikini.
Totally "awesome".

Vomit blood, puke and what's more eewwwww. . .
She is kind of brave and . . ..Don't know how to describe her.

So long Everyone
Tata♥

Wonder how and wonder why?

2009-11-08T05:03:00.001-08:00

Love is so much pain and stress.
Love is not just a simple thing.
Love gives problem to everybody.
Love Hurts
I know some may disagree with me but you may never know one day you will agree with what i said.

If there is no love therefore there is no Trust, Patience and Honesty.
So don't waste your time in that relationship.
You may not want to take my advise but you can just consider it.
LOL

Don't know why i type this out all this.
But i felt that all my friends that are surrounding me are in pain.
Cheer up bah guys.
You guys still have a long way to go.
Don't collaps.

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou[=

Does anything matter now? ? ?

2009-11-07T13:33:00.000-08:00

Now the time is 04:53a.m le
And i am like tired but don feel like sleeping. . .
Un-describable feeling.

Weird~

Do you people really understand about honesty and trusts?
I think average knows it very clearly and well.
Sigh~
Please buck up.

Are you taking my weakness as your strongness &

My strongness as your weakness.? ? ?
Don't take advantage of me. . .
I am not that kind of xiao mei mei to let you anyhow here and there.

Ng, kwek, Ng & Keuek
Today went 500plus and get my hair cut.
Finally i have got rid of my irritating fringe but everyone said there is no different.
Guess so bah. . .
Hmmm. . .after that cab to Pionner Mall because Ng need to inject for F&B.
And then headed to Jurong Point to buy somethings.
Last place we went was Yik Siong's house. . .
Slack there for a few hours and we all headed home. . .
Yawn~
Very tired.]=

A very BIG THANK YOU to those who are concern about me.

Love you guys so much[=

Sorry to Zhebin that i didn't woke you up as i did promise i would.

Really Sorry]=

Never mind i will end here bah
Bye♥

I am back

2009-11-06T15:05:00.000-08:00

Just another short quick post. . .

That girl who said bitch to either me or Ng had no words to say anymore.
Finally. . .
PEACE
I don't know about Junyuan there de problem liao.

Don't know why still feel a bit not happy because someone said we all not fit to be a bitch because we also not pretty.
What The Fuck!!!
Who do she think she is.
OMG
like she pretty until the whole world knows that she is the prettiest girl in the world.

O~ My God

Even my friends said that you guys cannot make it leh.( CMI )
How? ? ?
Go look at e mirror?
Wash your face thousands and billions times? ? ?
Or plastic surgery better for you? ? ?

Opps. . .I think i go too over le.
Sorry ar. . .
I think wash face better for you[=

Next time don't let me see you if not i stare
Hmmm. . .I think don't stare dirty my eyes,
slap? ? ? Dirty my hands
how about kick? ? ? Dirty my legs
Aiyo all also dirty here and there
Sigh. . .
you really don't worth me touching you.
I think i hope we don't have fate to see each other.
ShingZ me.

Yea that all
Tata♥

Brand new skin

2009-11-06T14:10:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps!!!
This is my new skin.
Hmmm. . .I know this skin is same as Zhebin but i love this skin a lot.
I keep trying out other skins but it just don't suit me either way.
Sorry Zhebin i didn't intend to but all e 11 other skins i just don't like it..
I don't know why? ? ?

My intention of posting,
I wanted to post about my flyer job.
Sigh. . .It's really a tough job.
Me, Kwek & Joey went to Woodlands to collect the flyers and then heading to Tiong.
The blocks there is dark and the sky is a bit dark and cloudy and it makes me & Kwek scared.
Joey was alright all the way accept for the lift at one of the block.
It was not like normal lift with 1 to 15 floors of buttons, it's only 1, 5, 9 and 15.
When we got in the lift it was still fine. Joey took 5th floor, Kwek took 9th floor and me took 15th floor.
but it turn out not the way we wanted. When Kwek and Joey went out of the lift i remember they were going to the right floor but when i got out of the lift i didn't know why my head automatically turn and look at the sign of the floor and i noticed it was 9 floor i started to ponder and i quickly got in the lift and went to e 5th floor.
I saw Joey went i was out and i ask her did she saw Kwek. She said No and asked me why. I explain to her and she gave Kwek a called. We went up to meet her and she was fine. Thanks God she was fine, My heart almost bump out.
Actually i intend to tell those who are going to do this kind of job to be careful i don't know why say out all that. Hmmm. . .never mind i will jut leave it for others to see and think twice. Hope you guys think properly.
O ya. . ( Mei you Hui duo lu ) the person that gave us this job keep repeating it. Yea is a really no turning back job.

Hmmm. . .is already 06.06a.m
Yawn~

Yesterday i done a good deed.
I spend my afternoon helping Zhebin to search for a skin that suit him.
At www.BlogSkins.com
Choosing that and Choosing this i just can't find any.
But when this skin appear infront of me i just felt it suit you a lot.
I don't know you like it or not but without thinking twice i just download it.
While editing i then started ponder do i need to reconsider it again.
Hmmm. . .keep pressing the preview none stop and finally i made up my mind.
I just wanted to give it a try.
By the way, Thanks for believing in my taste.
[=

Yawn again~
Going to end here bah.
Post tonight.
Bye♥

Memorable one? ? ?

2009-11-04T10:34:00.000-08:00

Today went to Sentosa with peeps.
I can say it was an enjoyable one.
Felt a bit empty without Jiahui and e rest. . .

Hmmm. . .Seems like we had fate with Khai Yuen and the rest.
When we plan to go Sentosa today they also plan to go.
Fate~Fate~Fate
LOL

After Sentosa we went to eat and then took train back to Jurong Point. ..
Kwek took bus to Boonlay and Me, Ng & Joey stop at Gekpo.
Awhile later Joey went off and left me and Ng.

We two are like helping each other to reply message.
Like we can exchange soul.
Hahaha

O ya. . .my slipper spoil on my way home and i was like What The Fuck.
I dragged my leg to the nearest shoes shop and but one.
Arrrrrrrgh
So disgraceful>.<

And~And~And

I was cheated today so DUMP ME.
The story goes like this~
An old Malay man walk towards me and Ng.
He started saying i been rob and left no money and even don't have slippers to wear then cough infront of us and i was like hmmm. . .should i give? ? ?
I felt that he is a bit scary and Ke lian so i just gave him 2 buck.
He said Thank you and just walk off=.=

Ng told me he cheat you one can't you see then i was like really? ? ?
Then end up i keep scolding and blaming myself.
What a dump & stupid me.
OMG

The worst thing came in.
I saw a primary school friend in Gekpo and i just look at her awhile and turn off.
she text me and talk crap and scold don't know me or my friend BITCH.
OMG
I can remember i didn't used any vulgar on her,
What The Fuck.
Who do she think she is. . .
So childish so immature.
Go look at the mirror who is the bitch la hor. . .
ShingZ
Er xin da pian.
Eeeeyeeeeeyyyyyyy
Oh ya. . In the end i still said thank you to her.
See i still so polite.
Sigh not like her.
Ah lian~
Totally spoil my mood=.=

Hmmm. . say out all the things felt better le[=
Tomorrow going to work le.
Work as giving flyers.
Sigh
Don't know what is it like? ? ?
I have no idea. . .

End here bah
Tata Everyone♥

Slim down

2009-11-03T04:10:00.000-08:00

Before After

I been thinking am i fatter now days.

The answer to me is yes.

Sigh. . .

So crazy over my look and everything.

SHAG

Going on a diet le.

I ever found the song i am looking for.

It has been a long time sine i stop searching.

Hahaha.

It's an donkey years song le but i still love it.

The song title is : 好眼泪坏眼泪
By: 徐若瑄

我曾认真试爱着一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我等我问未来何时发生
他只是给我一个吻

快乐我哭是因为你的手
曾答应带我向前走
难过我哭是因为我的手
找不到你说的以后
好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只不过在你不再爱我了以后
像坏的眼泪慢慢流

快乐我哭是因为我付出
得到你温柔的答覆
难过我哭是因为我认输
你的心永远留不住

好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流

好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流

有好的笑容陪着我

I once seriously try to love a person
he may give me happiness
I wait, I ask, in future what will happen
he really give me one ask

Happy, I cry, because of your hand
once promise will hold my hand till e end
Sad, I cry, because of my hand
can't find the future you said
good tears, bad tears i once cry for you before
touch and hurts are all reasons
Just, when you don't love me already
like the bad tears drip slowly

Happy, I cry is because i gave in
got your soft answer
Sad, I cry is because i gave out
your heart can't always stay

Good Tears, Bad Tears i once cry for you before
touch and hurts are all reasons
just hope that once i forgot you
good tears will drip slowly

Good Tears, Bad Tears i once cry for you before
touch and hurts are all reasons

just hope that once i forgot you
good tears will drip slowly

Good Smile will accompany me

The video and the song doesn't match to me. . .
Haha
Everyone just enjoy it[=

I am so vexed now.
Don't know what to do out of sudden.
Feel so lost again.
No direction, No mind set, No anything.
Sigh
I am back to square again.
Don't know what to say to myself.
Scold? Hit? Beat? Bite? Shout? Cry?

Yea, feel like crying now.
Shouldn't i be happy for him?
He found one that he love.
I should think of the good way[=
Right peeps?
[=

Tomorrow will be a brand new day for me.
Smile till e end
Even there is no partner in my life i still have my peeps to walk with me till e end.
[=
Going Sentosa with peeps again.
i will want to make it a memorable one.
Is a MUST!!!!

Bye Everyone♥

I GOT A FEELING

2009-11-01T14:05:00.000-08:00

Un-describable Feelings

Do you know things about me?
Do you understand me?
LoL

Now my heart belongs to myself no one else.
Hahaha

My feeling now is wooohoooo
Because i am going running.
ROFL~

Hmm. . .I come back then continue bah

Bye everyone♥

I am back to continue posting. . .
hmmm. .ran only for a few rounds and we headed to gym. . .
work out for a few hours headed to 900plus to eat our breakfast.
After that headed home bath and went to Jp for awhile and headed hom again. . . .

I just discover that i grown fatter liao.
How? ?
Die? ? ?
Go to keep excising and zhe mo myself until i think is enough. ..
[=

Tata♥

SHOPAHOLIC

2009-10-31T13:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween Everyone,

Hope you guys have an memorable one

Now is already 3a.m.

I kept doze off while using computer.
Ywan.

Posting for yesterday outing with peeps.
Went to Bugis for shopping as we didn't went shopping together since our exam started.
Hmmm. . .it was dam crowded there, people are pushing here and there, worst then normal days.

I didn't brought much money along so only bought one dress & a Ribbon Straw Shoes.
In e end i left coins.
It's raining old wives while we were shopping,
After shopping it's still raining heavily.
OMG.

After that headed to Marina to meet up with those disobedient kids[=
Hee. . .Hee
Slack around there for hours and headed back to JP.
Went to eat mac and then Home Sweet Home♥

Feel very tired just now but now more awake then before[=
Currently talking to a PIG on phone.
Irritating Bug!!!

Bye Everyone[=
♥

A Night Of Mares

2009-10-29T16:32:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps
A short quick post.

I had just stop playing a game call Viwawa.
It's a average game after all. . .
It was introduce by Oscar. . .

Soon i am going to school to take my result slip.
I heard that there is no one going to be retain and two person from NA going to drop down.
Yeappy. . .no one is going to retain[=
As for the two person who is going to join our class next year i hope you two will jiayou[=
O ya Miki was promoted to Sec 3 Express le. . .Congratulation to you!!!!

Today will be a happy day for me because i am taking my phone back.
Wooooohooooooo
It's going to be a good day today[=
[=

hahaha

Not going to waste anymore of my time to get back my phone[=
Bye peeps

Will post at night[=

SHHHH

2009-10-28T03:15:00.000-07:00

Shhhh. . .

Is the golden sound

Feel like crying now.

Do anyone knows what is going wrong with me? ? ?

Hmmm. . .I guess is average knows.

*Laughs

What a joke.

Overwhelm

You are overwhelm by people and love around you.

Do you know how lucky you are to be in this world? ? ?

Do treasure your life well and thank those who give you a helping hand.

Soul Of Science

Moody

2009-10-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

I am always been trap inside your eyes.

Always caught me red-handed.

In people eyes i am always strong from e outside but you always know i am weak from e inside. You always know me well and know how dump i always is but you just kept quite.

I am use to being like that. I am always worried that i may spoil your mood or day. Yes, we are friends and brother and sisters but i have to care for you too. Isn't it the fact? ? ? But i always caught by you. . .Yea you. You always know how i feel and lent me a listening ear. I may spoil your mood but you doesn't care that much. I may peace off easily but you always try to console me. When i need you, you are always there to give me a helping hand. How could i not give you a Big Hug and THANKS for all that. Yes, is you don look away. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

Confusion

2009-10-28T01:35:00.000-07:00

Lalalalaa~~
I don't know what to do anymore.
Totally feel like an idiot now. . .
Hahahahaha

Boring~~
So tired but don't feel like sleeping.
Why i just keep feeling like sleeping? ? ?
Arrrrrgh. . .i thought i had enough sleep.
Okay i know i recently also like that but now it is getting worst.
Is like i can keep sleeping and sleeping.
Sigh

Yawn~Yawn~Yawn
Tata

Rotting Soon

2009-10-26T02:57:00.000-07:00

I been rot at home for 3 days.
Didn't went out totally=.=

Today i should be going out with my peeps but i overslpt.
I didn't intend to but i just did it.
So sorry to them.
I guess i will need to wait for our next outing^_^

Hmmmm. . .Today made Prata for family to eat.
By the way. . .I didn't really make the Prata is buy one just that i fried it. ..
It was quite nice.

Now i am boring to death liao. . .
Sigh. ..
Life is always like that.

I didn't attend school today too.

I MISS MY PHONE BADLY. . .
MY MUSIC
MY PICTURES
MY EVERYTHING
Arrrrrgh. . .Stupid Miss Fong and Stupid Me.

Sigh. . .I still need to wait for 4 more days. . .
Going to die soon without my phone.
O ya that remind me of the two new Sony Ericsson Phone.

Satio

Aino

The Satio~bordeaux color is nice. . .

LOL~

I know i will not have a chance to get it so i will just dream of it.

Like an idiot leh me.

LOL

Okay la that's all.

Thanks for reading[=

Bye♥

FEEL SO DEAD

2009-10-24T18:03:00.000-07:00

Now i really know nothing, totally blank like a blank piece of sheet papers.

My level of happiness have gone low again.

There is always up and down on my own feelings.

Sometimes feel like killing myself, Sometimes feel like crying, Sometimes feel like going out, Sometimes feel like going to the beach, Sometimes feel like suffering on my own, Sometimes feeling like turning back to something, Sometimes feel like closing my eyes and etc.

There is so many sometimes i feel like doing something but i couldn't get it so easily.

Forgive me for being so irritating if i am.

My pals keep asking me to cheer up and be happy but how? ?

Emotional problem keep flowing through my mind.

Like a recycle.

How i wish i could just forget every single thing and restart with my life.

Frankly speaking i never regretted having my family even though sometimes i do.

It's simply just because i feel that i keep giving them headache and problems.

When ever i intend to change everything the next minute or day bad things came up.

It makes me feel like forgiving up each time but i did try my best.

I also didn't regret knowing my pals.

They are the best to me.

When i have problem they will be the first to console me.

But sometimes i may turn them down because i don want to spoil their mood or i just simply want to be alone.

Sorry for that.

And i will still thank you guys so much.

You guys are the BEST!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUs!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday Morning i did when to Jurong Stadium and run.

I ran about 10 rounds.

Feel so relive after that[=

But i can hardly feel my leg, is like it's numb.

What a joke. who will believe.

Today i didn't went because i don't feel like.

Counted as lazy bah. . .

Sigh

That all for now. ..

Bye♥

I AM PLANNING OFF

2009-10-23T16:07:00.000-07:00

I intend to go stadium and run now. . .
I don't know what can stop everything now but i just want to run as long as i can until i am tired.

Bye Everyone♥

All the things i need to said

2009-10-23T15:41:00.000-07:00

Okay i will start on Birthday Wishes First.

Happy Belated Birthday to Eric Tan.

I am sorry for a late wish to you.

I am so sorry.

Forgive me[=

Happy Belated Birthday.

My Sweetie Cute Little Michelle
Today is your birthday 24 Oct Happy? ? ?
I am happy for you because you are another year mature.
[=
I love the way you are:
I love your,

♥Cuteness♥
♥ Kindness♥
♥Loveliness♥
♥Respectfulness♥
♥Responsiveness♥

This FIVE things must maintain it wor.
Hope to see you at 4A, also can say that hope to see everybody promote to Sec 4A so no one will sad for anyone[=

Kwek's disobedient Oscar

You are 15 now so grow up okay.

Don't act like you are 3 years old kid.

I am sorry for not singing you a birthday song.

So sorry.

Hope Kwek did it[=

Hahaha

O ya. . Hope your wish come true and don be too greedy and wish for more.

Hope we can see each other promote up to sec 4A[=
Okay last but not least
Last Long with Kwek[=

Now end of wishing people happy birthday le now comes to my problem.

What should i be bothering about? ? ?

Now i should be happier why giving myself a Q-cumber Face? ? ?

I am now bother about something but i just can't understand what is it and how to stop it flowing through my head like a recycle.

Help me~Someone Please Help Me

I feel like crying out, I am lost of energy, I am lost of confident, I am out of my mind.

I Feel like i am in a desert now.

There is no one else but only me.

Feel like bursting out with tears.

I feel like fainting now. . .

Arrrrrrrrggghh. . .Get out of my head fucking bugs.

SHAG~SHAG~SHAG

Quest Crew

2009-10-23T09:02:00.001-07:00

BEST!!!!!!
Watch how the hand was move in the video.
Is hard to learn. . .

This is the best dance video i ever watch.......
Thumbs Up for that.
♥

ALL THE THINGS YOU SAID!!!!!

2009-10-23T03:34:00.000-07:00

ALL THE THINGS YOU SAID IS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.

Arrrrrrgghhh. . .I HATE YOU!!!!!
Why are you doing this to me!!!!!
Why?
How?

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

By t.A.T.u
Title: All the things she said.
It's a very old song i know, but i still listen to it[=

Another song by:
Chantal Kreviazuk
Title: leaving on a Jet Plane

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Is another old song too[=

Here is another one
By: Aerosmith
Title: i don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,

And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

And another
By: Lee Wan
Title Never say Good Bye

I can't find the lyrics for this but I have video[=

[=

That's all for today.
Hope to forget you!!!
And forget everything accept my Sisters, Brothers, Family.

IS THE FACT

2009-10-21T14:05:00.000-07:00

I am now currently dam bored.
Wish that i could just lay down on my bed and sleep forever.
Shag~~

Just had many flash back in my head and i wish it could vanished.
Hmmm. . .Days pass very fast and slow and daddy yesterday morning just flew off.
Miss him alot=.=
Sigh~~

Today was an unlucky day.
My hand phone was caught by Miss Fong.
Stupid
Cum Gong.
I didn't noticed she walk pass
=.=
Now need wait until 30.
Okay okay la better then others.
Now i am using a lousy SamSung phone.
Keep shutting down.
Awww. .. Type a message still need to see i lucky or not.
If not auto shut down.
There is no chance for everything.

Btw. . .Daddy asked me before that do i remember that when i was primary 6 i had an car accident before? ?
And i said "YES"
And he told me "WE" should be dead by then.
I was shocked.
I asked him why he said like that and he told me that at that time he didn't control the car and it auto turn to e left and when he was awake he quickly step on e break.
I was stun for a few seconds and started asking him questions.

Now that i realized how lucky i was. . .
Thanks God.

I am now a bit tired but still don feel like sleeping.

Sigh~~

Currently chatting with my sister now[=
Tata♥

Overprotected

2009-10-20T03:19:00.000-07:00

From now on i am going to stand up on my own.
I don't want to be so weak then before.
I am going to aim for the things i want.
I am not going to turn back.
I am going to go on my brightness bridge and let my memories be the under pass.

I know it maybe difficult but i am willing to try my very best for everything.
I know i may regret of something but i will still go on and on.
If i am tired i will take a nap and continue and continue.

Hmmmm. . .Now i feel my confident is back.
New life and a new start.[=

Good luck to those who going to have their O levels.
Jiayou and all e best.
Study hard
^_^

Hmmmm. . .Now going to brain storm what is my plan and aim for everything,
Tata Eveeryone>.<

Bedtime post!!!

2009-10-18T12:06:00.000-07:00

Hello readers!!!
I am back.

Just now went to Bugis and had my dinner with my family members at Seoul Garden.
It's a memorable one.
I enjoy myself very much eating with them[=
We ate alot until we cannot take it le.
LOL

I think that i am growing fater so i got to start excercising before it become worst then i thougt.
LOL.

Tomorrow going to Republic Poly to sell things.
It's another working experience.
So i am not going to skip that.
[=

Sigh~~
It's 03:03a.m and i don't feel like sleeping.
But i keep yawning.
Feel so stress now.
What The Fuck!!!!

MIA~MIA~MIA
BEST~BEST~BEST
SIGH~SIGH~SIGH
GONE~GONE~GONE

Arrrrrrgh. . .
Going to try hard to sleep if not tomorrow i will have a hard time.
Haha

Nights everyone
Sweet dreams
Loves

Tomorrow when i am back from Republic Poly i will post again.
Tata

DOWNCAST

2009-10-17T16:22:00.000-07:00

Currently doing nothing.
Can't sleep and don't feel like sleeping for e whole night.
Something is stuck in my head
What The Fuck!!!

I don't Know what to say and what to do.
I only know is call the person to shut up.
And get lost infront of me.
Sigh~~~

Forget it.
Since i decided to MIA for somedays so is okay.
I will use the time to forget everything.
I would forgive you so easily.
I will still post so don't worry(=

Sigh~~
Daddy is going back China very soon and i will start my nonsense again.
Who is going to help me with my nonsense again? ? ?
What The Fuck What The Fuck What The Fuck!!!!

Nothing much to say liao.
Bye everyone.
Got to buck up le.

Yawn~~

2009-10-16T13:16:00.000-07:00

Today outing was exhuasted and fun[=
Early in the morning me and kwek were waoke up by Cheng Cai. . .
Then we went to prepear le.

They intended to go to Escape to play but when we reach there the gate was close *TOTALLY CLOSE.
And then we started scolding vulgarities.
And i keep What The Fuck What The Fuck What The Fuck. . .
LOLs.
=.=
We slack at Pasir Ris and went ot Bugis.
Went shesha and slack.
E place was nice and clean.
The workers there was good too.

Around 6 or 7 plus the boys went to eat prata.
After that we seperated le.
All home sweet home.
Hahahaha

That's all for today outing(=
Tata

AN OUTING

2009-10-15T18:15:00.000-07:00

A short quick post(=

I am now currently at home drinking my favourite Orange Jucie.
Later i wil be going out with Kwek and some of e boys from our class
to Escape.

Okay got to end here le.
At this time i should be taking bus le.
LoL

Tata everyone

Pondering

2009-10-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

I am now pondering many things where should i start? ? ?

I am pondering later going where eat.
I am pondering how stupid i was to be so irratating.
I am pondering of why am i so blur each and eveytime when i shouldn't be.
I am pondering why different people have different life.
I am pondering what is a true love.
I am pondering why is everyone having different problem.
I am pondering why am i trying to run away from my problem.
I am pondering is everything a fate to be or not.
I still have many more things to ponder about.
How? ? ?

I have one stupid brain and thinking of so many questions.
Am i down again.
I know a good day won't last long.
Its only for awhile why? ? ?
It's always like that.
Arrrgh. . .It's irratating.
My brain is full of thoughts.
Sigh~~
Nothing to say.

BYE

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY

2009-10-15T00:26:00.000-07:00

So Happy Today!!!!

Finally exam is over le(=
Waited for today to reach for long.

Today i was late for school =.=
Didn't intend to be late but i am just too tired to wake up early.
CPA paper 1 is okay okay.
I finished it early and slept.
I did double check my paper then sleep so don't say i never do it properly(=
Hahahaha.

After paper me and Ng, Kwek, Jiahui & Michelle headed to 900plus eat.
We did a very surprising thing.
We went to the tample just beside e coffee shop.
OMG
Now that i think back is a wonderful and meaningful thing to do.
We were down on our knees, praying in the temple for something good <3
We pray for our sorrows to end and hope that our heats will blend.
(-:(-:(-:(-:(-;(-:(-:(-:(-:
We did a good deed.

Around 1plus i reached home and posting now(=
Hahahaha
Love today alot.
Later on please don't have any problem blocking my way.
Is a cool and nice day.
Hope is a smooth day too.

By the way, today is my Kor, Ng Joeyang Birthday so Happy Birthday to him(=

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthady to you

Happy Birthday to you

May your wish come true!!!!

Later we going out eat together so must enjoy hor!!!!

Hahahahaha. . .
Am i talking to myself? ? ?
LoL
Hope he read my blog(=

Okay now i have nothing much to say le.
Today is the best day i ever had since the day i don't know who am i.
Tsk Tsk Tsk.
Bye everyone hope you have a good day as mine^_^

Song of e day:
Don Mclean - Vincent
Starry Starry Night

My gratiude to you

2009-10-13T14:50:00.000-07:00

I am back from where ever place i went.

Firstly i want to thank Ng for helping me to post.
I am so greatful to you.

Hurray!!!!!!
EOYE is going to end soon right after our CPA paper which is on Thursday.
I been wating for this day for long. . .

Yesterday Me, Ng, Oscar, Yishu, Guohao, Izad and Derrick celebrated Kwek belated birthday together.
And it's a memorable one.
I plan to celebrate Joey and Kwek belated birthday together but Joey slept too early so she didn't turn up.
Sadness
Sigh~~

Maybe somedays i can really forget about the sadness i have.
Really hoping the day to come.
Don't wish to drag this for long.
My sisters is right i can't always run away from my problem, one fine day i still have to face it no matter what.
So i will try to face it no matter what.
But i don't have confident.
How? ? ?
Sigh~~
Just pray it goes smoothly(=

Got to catch some sleep first.
Bye everyone!!!

Surround bees

2009-10-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hi, i'm M A N G O.
Currently posting for Joying.

Today's we went for d&t followed by chinese paper one.
It's really difficult, many of us didn't get to finish it including Joying.
As we doesn't know how to do.
After d&t we get a break and off for Chinese, it's rather easy for that.
So currently we're at Rachel's house with friends around.
Hahaz, while me and jiahui are using computer others are watching horror movie.
! Someone shouted ~ ^^.
Laughs out loud .
End post here .
Gooood byeeee, peers.

Elva-倒數 (Countdown)

2009-10-12T02:30:00.000-07:00

Thumbs up for this!!!!
This song was introduced by Zhe Bin.
So i post it to let others listen to it too(=
Enjoy it wor!!!

Good girls gone wild

2009-10-12T01:24:00.000-07:00

Posting for e past few days i miss out.

Hmmmm.......
As i said there is a buffet going on at Yu Chen's house and so i did went over.
His family members were kind and friendly as i thought.
We had alot of laughter and jokes together and i enjoy it very much.
*We = to 3A poeple=)

After that we separated and the boys went to Yik Siong's house.
Then we ladies went to 900plus and slack.
Around 7plus some of them went home so left me and Kwek.
We went to find the boys straight and slack under Yik Siong's block for awhile.
Then we went back to Yu Chen's house to grab some bite and slack for awhile and went back to Yik Siong's house.
And we intended to stay overnight at his house.
I turn in early because i was a bit drank and the rest continue to watch movie and play computers games.

The next morning some of them leave first and left me and Ng.
Around 2plus we then went home.

So lucky i didn't kana scolded.
Hahahahaha
BEST!!!

Today CPA exam i was stress out.
I study my textbook for e whole night until i fall asleep and in the end it turn out to be computer work.
What The Hell
Why am i so blur? ? ?
Sigh~~~

Tomorrow will be Design & Technology and Chinese paper 1.
Good luck for everyone and study hard.
Jiayou
Don't blur like me go study wrong.
Tonight i will stay up again and study my D & T)=
Hope it will be a successful one.
Tonight is gonna to be a good night!!!

After tomorrow and one more CPA paper 1 which is on Thursday and my exam will be over le...
Whoosts
Best!!!.
Hahahaha

Hope everyone do their best for tomorrow.

Later giving my Dearest Kwek & Joey a Big Surprise!!!
Shhhh. . .

Bye♥

DRAG ME TO HELL

2009-10-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

Currently watching "Drag me to hell" with my Daddy and Da Kor. . .
The old lady so Erxin one.
Eeeeeeeee

Hey pepople if you watch this movie before you should know what i am talking about.
Qutie scary and erxin and lame.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Those who haven watch it before you should watch it.
It's a not bad movie after all.
Thumbs up for that(=

K la,
I end here first
tonight when i am back then post[=